Who do you want to be?
This decision is totally up to you, how you spend your time will greatly determine who you are becoming. “The time we spend comes back, with interest.” If you spend 20 minutes a day playing the drums, you will become a better drummer. If you spend 20 minutes a day knitting, you will become a better knitter.
If you spend 20 minutes a day on social media, you become less social. If you spend 20 minutes a day complaining and whining, you become a complaining whiner.
The difference in who you are now and who you were 2 years ago is totally dependent on how you invest your time now.
Invest wisely, make the most of your time now.